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The Real Impression
Written By: J
Dedicated to: ? (You'll see)
A Venus Fan Fiction Crew Production

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I wrote this in hopes that some or all of you understand how I view the
crazy world of celebrities. Who knows, some of you may relate to what I'm
talking about. I feel that I have written maybe one of the hardest yet most
rewarding story that I have ever done. There is more to them than what meets the eye.

Ever since *N Sync started, I watched one person in particular grow before
my eyes. His smile melted my heart deep inside of me while his eyes told me
his soul or so I wanted to feel. Every time a radio interview, songs, or a
television show came on I listened in awe of this man that as soon as he
opened his mouth, everything he said I wanted to remember. The tone of his
voice, the meaning that it held and just the simplistic way he phrased it.

He seems too good to be true. Almost like a dream that walks around on Earth
and for a moment I would do anything to have him. Then, I realize that he is
human and all he wants is to be whom he is living the simple life. He
remains grounded and composed throughout the schedule that he has to endure plastering a smile on his face to show that this is what he dreamed about. I see behind his expression to reveal a tired guy who just needs a break from the life that God has chosen for him.

I would give up one day of my life if it meant that he would feel one ounce
of peace and relaxation. He deserves that much for the amount of effort and
generosity that he puts forth. Despite the constant flash bulbs of the
paparazzi, he remains the same person that I saw, three years ago.  He
hasn’t forgotten the little child within him that had big dreams growing up.

Real, that is what he is. He’s not just a pop star that sings songs but he
is like every other person on the planet. He could be your friend, next door
neighbor, or the classmate that is shooting spitballs at innocent bystanders. Others may think that he is some type of God but what makes him any different from everyone else? Sure, he is good looking and he was given
a talent but there isn’t some type of fine line that he walks. The point is
that he is just like you and me. He laughs, cries, and gets mad. Nobody is
perfect; even he has his flaws.

He doesn’t care how others view him even though his every move is watched in the public eye. The values that he was taught have left a lasting impression
on the person that he is today. He shows the world that this is the way that
people taught me to be so take me for who I am; not for the person you think
I am. He opens my eyes to the world and gives me new perspective for being
the way that he is.

The sacrifices that he makes are ones that I am grateful for. I would have
never known about the person existing thousands of miles away on the other
side of the country. There are moments of weakness when he wants to go back to living like a normal guy but I know that he wouldn’t trade his life for
anything. Even though he goes about his life, I consider him someone that I
can turn to at a moment’s notice. Physically, he is not there but I know
that he is there, in a sense.

His heart and soul are two of the most important pieces of him that I
treasure. He loves everything that has been bestowed upon him with a kind
heart. He is appreciative of the world that he wakes up to everyday; finding
beauty and majesty through his eyes. I don’t see him as ‘member of *N Sync.’
To me, that is just a name in a faceless crowd whereas his qualities as a
person make me remember who he is.

My eyes were glued to the television screen as he strolled down the aisle
and walked on stage with his four other band mates to receive one of many
awards that *N Sync has been given for their musical talent. He thanked the
fans for everything that they had done for them. I want to thank him for
blessing us with everything that he has done.

Now, you may wonder what member that I’m talking about. To me, as a whole *N Sync is one being divided into 5 people. I took traits from each member to
shape them into one person. Every person shapes their own destiny bringing
their own characteristic into the mix. How do you view the individuals that
make up *N Sync?

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